Only girl in the world.

Every girl wish a guy would be there for her. The sense of belonging, the sense of having someone there for you. Sometimes we run away just to see who will come after us. Sometimes i really wish i could be there for you. I dont know why, you hurt me so much. Yet i just want to be w you. I know its wrong. I know i'm being so fuucking foolish. They say love is blind. I agree w that, totally. Even w just a glimpse of you. See if you're alright and living happily, can make my day. Looking at your silly acts, remembering how we used to be. Joking w each other. You are the most sensitive guy i seen. So afraid of being tickle. i keep saying, haha! i dont care already. but i keep asking myself, do i really dont care? or am i just good at lieing to myself. I'm so confused :( .